the end of the road

I finally did it. I graduated college. It has been such a long and tough road but I made it. The weekend went by way too fast. I wish I could rewind and re play it all over and over again. My family was there and I was surrounded by overwhelming love and support by aunts, uncles, cousin, parents, and grandparents. I don't remember the last time that I was told by multiple people that they were proud of me but this weekend was filled with many i'm proud of you's and I love you's. I needed this weekend. It's been a rough few months, no doubt. I was so stressed about finishing school and actually graduating. I was missing my sweet nephew Noah something fierce. And I have been struggling waiting for my ship date. Its been a toxic environment for me all around being here the past year. I am ready for this change and I only have a little over 3 months left until I am out of here for good. I am trying to leave everything that will not benefit me, in my past when I leave. I cannot believe that in a few short months I will be finally starting my life that I have been anxiously anticipating for the past 3 years now. As I step back and look at my life I can honestly say that "I made it" after all the shit. After the first girl I thought I loved, to meeting the girl I thought I would spend my forever with. And all the heartbreaks in between. It has been one hell of ride but I do not regret one single moment. I will never regret any of the people or moments in my life. Every single thing has shaped me into the person I am today. Although I may not be the person I had hoped to be, I am getting there. 

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Comments (3)

  1. shadowstarz

    The main thing, is that you’re “getting there” in life, wherever it is you place your hope within, in terms of achieving your goals and dreams in life. So many people never “get there” because they get stuck on the dreamscape, without taking the next step forward, to achieving their hopes and dreams. Don’t ever be that kind of person, as you’ll feel stuck and entirely stagnated. Always, keep striving towards whatever it is you heart and soul so desires. It’s hard to flourish in a toxic environment, however, once you make the move towards being entirely independent, the world becomes your playground to wander, with purpose. Best wishes !

    December 15, 2015
  2. Stickyicky

    Yay and Good Luck!!

    December 16, 2015