I finally did it. I graduated college. It has been such a long and tough road but I made it. The weekend went by way too fast. I wish I could rewind and re play it all over and over again. My family was there and I was surrounded by overwhelming love and support by aunts, uncles, cousin, parents, and grandparents. I don't remember the last time that I was told by multiple people that they were proud of me but this weekend was filled with many i'm proud of you's and I love you's. I needed this weekend. It's been a rough few months, no doubt. I was so stressed about finishing school and actually graduating. I was missing my sweet nephew Noah something fierce. And I have been struggling waiting for my ship date. Its been a toxic environment for me all around being here the past year. I am ready for this change and I only have a little over 3 months left until I am out of here for good. I am trying to leave everything that will not benefit me, in my past when I leave. I cannot believe that in a few short months I will be finally starting my life that I have been anxiously anticipating for the past 3 years now. As I step back and look at my life I can honestly say that "I made it" after all the shit. After the first girl I thought I loved, to meeting the girl I thought I would spend my forever with. And all the heartbreaks in between. It has been one hell of ride but I do not regret one single moment. I will never regret any of the people or moments in my life. Every single thing has shaped me into the person I am today. Although I may not be the person I had hoped to be, I am getting there.